live through this & you won't look back

i don't care about this anymore.

+ getting REAL cable at the end of january! (finally i'll be able to watch mtv and tlc!)
+ forever 21 giftcards that are burning a hole in my pocket
+ this aidan hawken cd
+ a new 35mm camera from my grandpa. the light meter actually works!
+ figuring out flash!
+ hotel weekend at the end of january!
+ the tide's reunion show
+ getting over what i needed to get over
+ movie night & sushi with ben groggel
+ gossip girl season 2!
+ no school tomorrow = plato's closet, mall, taking pictures, panera bread, pages in time!
+ new heels, jeans, and gloves from target
+ scrapbooking next weekend
+ new lens comes in 2 more days!

- parking ticket
- thursday night's mess
- work
- money
- not seeing friends as much as i'd have liked to this weekend

fix you.



"tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace"


i can't stop listening to this song.
it's seriously saying exactly what i've been feeling the past couple days.
i can't sleep.
i have no more gossip girl episodes left to distract me.
tomorrow is going to be horrible.



:/

i really want to go to the beach when it's winter time again.