because i'm bored.


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break has been so boring.
i want everyone to come home.

it's almost christmas. 1 hour and 20 minutes to go.
i already opened all of my presents, so christmas kind of feels over for me.

"if you really love me, come on and let it show"
-creepy old guy?


oh, here's my christmas present to you.
Band of Horses - Cigarettes Wedding Bands

soooo...screw this snow, seriously.

the past two days have been very fun. i went ice skating for the first time with victoria. it was so scary! and i saw sarah nordyke there! i love her. it was so cute, though. all of the trees lit up downtown and all of the skaters. and then someone got engaged to and we all got to see it. it was adorable.

then we got a shit ton of pizza and went back to her house. hung out with her mom for a while. her mom is nuts, but i love her already! uhh then we just went online for like....5 hours? i don't even know how we were up that late. uh...went to bed.

woke up and got sushi for my first time ever! it was good. then she had to work, so i drove home. it took me an hour to get home. the highway was backed up because of an accident. and the snow was horrible. just trying to get to my house from the main roads, i got stuck twice. no one even helped me D: there were people standing around watching me struggle hahah. but its okay, i managed to get out without their help.

i went to bed at 9:30 last night. watched titanic and tried to fall asleep. i actually did fall asleep, but ended up waking up an hour later. so i watched eternal sunshine. still couldn't fall asleep. so i watched my sassy girl after that and finally fell asleep around 4:30am. bah i hate my sleeping schedule. and i just got yelled at by my dad for it. awesomeeee.

i think that possibly
maybe
i'm falling for you.

alex: why dont twe talk more?

me: i dont know, because you always called me a bitch haha

alex: did i really?
youer' not a bitch
a t alll
you kinda liook like avril lavinge
which means lyour'e HOTT

me: hahaha no i dont
bahahah omg

alex: listne
youer not abitch
i was stupdi and stuck up
because i felle into the wrong gcrowd in shighchschol
and i'm not jus tsayin this cuz i'md irnk
drunk
i'm an hoenst drunk
i swear on my penis

me: hahaha
okay

tomorrow my day consists of:
nothing.


how awesome?!





i think i'll redo my whole website tomorrow. and maybe get that haircut i was talking about. or maybe just be really lazy.

i was very hesitant about going to victoria's last night. only because it was already like 10:30 when i left. i'm so glad i went, though. i love her so much! we made mac n cheese and watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and layed on her really comfy couch listening to her mom snoring. i really hope we hang out a lot over break because she makes me so happy.

i need to buy a ton of presents yet.
-dad
-grandma & grandpa?
-sofia
-victoria
and finish my mom's present.

i didn't get a haircut today. i ended up waking up around 1 and i had to babysit at 3. didn't have enough time. so...that'll have to wait until next week, i guess.

well this weekend is kind of crappy.
no one is home.

how did my room become so messy? i don't understand. i'm glad my friends don't come to my house because they would be disgusted in me.

i decided that i'm getting a haircut tomorrow.


okay. i'm going to victoria's now.

1. update my photography website
2. watch the entire collection of sex & the city
3. watch grey's anatomy season 4
4. be a lazy bum
5. go clubbing with ashlee, james, and scott!
6. hang out with victoria. more than once.
7. go sledding
8. buy christmas presents for...everyone.
9. get a haircut
10. actually attend a new years party
11. party with lexe and kim
12. do more fun things with friends i never see

so, i'm sure you noticed that i'm completely obsessed with this line from stars' your ex lover is dead. obsessed enough to get it tattooed on myself.

mhmm yeah.


i'm in such a good mood today.
once tomorrow is over, i'll be SO happy.

i forgot how cold my room gets in the winter. it being in the basement and all. my toes are numb right now.

today was a good day. i went to get a christmas tree with my family. we decorated it. i laid on the couch and read for a long time. then we went to the beltline bare and woodland mall. it was a good time.

OMG IM SO EXCITED!!! THE TIDE IS HAVING A REUNION SHOW JANUARY 16TH!!! THIS IS IN NEED OF CAPS LOCK! I CANNOT WAIT FOR THIS SHOW!!! GAAAAHHHHHHHHH :D

also....lookie what i got today!

finally.

I was really clumsy and stupid today. I don't know if it's because I'm stressed or what...

Almost got into about 5 accidents. I hate snow.

I'm almost done reading Twilight. I'll finish it tonight. Tomorrow after class I'm going to Target to get the next book, pick up pictures from our first tea party, and then go to Goodwill for an ugly Christmas sweater :D

I can't wait for this weekend.

i love my kitterz.


bahaha look how happy she looks.