i don't care about this anymore.

+ getting REAL cable at the end of january! (finally i'll be able to watch mtv and tlc!)
+ forever 21 giftcards that are burning a hole in my pocket
+ this aidan hawken cd
+ a new 35mm camera from my grandpa. the light meter actually works!
+ figuring out flash!
+ hotel weekend at the end of january!
+ the tide's reunion show
+ getting over what i needed to get over
+ movie night & sushi with ben groggel
+ gossip girl season 2!
+ no school tomorrow = plato's closet, mall, taking pictures, panera bread, pages in time!
+ new heels, jeans, and gloves from target
+ scrapbooking next weekend
+ new lens comes in 2 more days!

- parking ticket
- thursday night's mess
- work
- money
- not seeing friends as much as i'd have liked to this weekend

fix you.



"tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace"


i can't stop listening to this song.
it's seriously saying exactly what i've been feeling the past couple days.
i can't sleep.
i have no more gossip girl episodes left to distract me.
tomorrow is going to be horrible.



:/

i really want to go to the beach when it's winter time again.




10 things that i love (this week at least.)

hmm. yeah.


it makes me want to go to paris even more.
why can't i be carrie bradshaw?


i am so tempted to spend $170 on one of these stupid things.
it will definitely replace my polaroid camera when i run out of film.


explodingdog.com
so stupid and so cute.
more of my favorites:
click, click, and click.


ljsecret. surprisingly better than postsecret in my opinion.
you don't need a livejournal to view it, either.
i have 203 secrets saved to my computer. bah.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYWv_NSBZQI
it's just so cute, i almost can't stand it.


i've been craving this stuff since the first time i ate it.


she comes home friday night!
we're getting dressed up, eating sushi, watching across the universe, and having a sleepover!
i miss her like crazy. :(


because i've been quoting this for the past week.
and because i lol everytime when he says "everybody gets a schooool!"
also: "i live in rapeville" and "he knows! the guy in 2b, he knows!"
watch!


this movie was so good. i can't believe it was actually 3 hours long, though.
my favorite part was when he was a toddler and the lady kisses him. aw.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KyVPak8dyPE


"well, you always left me satisfied and smiling..."
"that's what she said."



p.s. i have felt sick all day

exhausted.

i need to cool it with the parties for a couple days. i'm sick of smelling like smoke and i'm sick of headaches. i can't wait to sleep in tomorrow and do nothing. no work for the next two days!

i really really need this camera in my life.

it shoots out little mini polaroids the size of credit cards!
plus the film is cheaper than polaroid film. i might buy it...
okay i'll probably buy it.

things that keep me up until 3am